Okay so it may feel like I have fallen off the end of cliff since I haven't been here awhile, but with Christmas vacation it was just impossible.
I have come to realize that in order for my life to improve I am going to have to make drastic changes, this in no un-certain terms will be easy, but must be done. I have been struggling with many aspects of my life and its about time to get it back on track.
I feel like Oprah when I say " I can't believe I am here again!" but there it is. A few goals I can share is to get my character/brand licensing career going and push forward from art licensing. Though it has served me well in the past, I can no longer deny the
pull towards something I have wanted since I went to college, and now that I am 41 its about time.
Another big elephant in my room is my weight, and not unlike most its a problem for me these days. I cannot believe that me, a person who used to work-out 2 hours a day has let herself go. Let me assure you eventhough friends tell me I look great, I just don't feel it and I have to get that feeling back. After spending time on Facebook this weekend uploading old photos to friends I became very sad of how I have did this to myself, but fear not I am back on track! I lost 3 lbs this weekend and I am not looking back and I am very determined to forge ahead.
Okay so there are a couple on my list, others I cannot say but will be worked on for sure. I am glad to have 2008 behind me, it was not a great year for anything except for
meeting all of you! I have enjoyed chatting with my blog family and I am looking forward to another great year of that.
I think I will do a dance when Obama gets sworn in and then maybe a cocktail or two, because like he says things will have to change in order for progress to be made. Now I know what you are thinking how long will it last before I slip, but rest assured I am making precautions for that not to happen. I am going to enlist close friends and family to keep me on track.
So on that note, as I have to get back to my regular job before my "dream" one I hope you get all you wish for in this coming year, and remember its never to late to follow your dream....... ah if only I could sleep now, I am sooo tired!
Happy New Year!
Ellen
