"Say" a song by John Mayer is playing in the background as I begin this post and I felt it fit right in what I needed to say, which these days is not much. I am having a hard time these days to say something that is fun, uplifting and positive, and with that damn Valentine's Day I have to be reminded about saying things about LOVE!
This economy has so greatly effected my family that its hard to feel anything but depressed! Yes dare I say it..I am depressed! I am tired of busting my ass on work and going in circles.. I am tired of watching our savings go and cutting back on even the simple things.. I am tired of trying to look on the "bright side" of things.. I am just plain tired!!
I am sorry if this post seems a bit sad, but really if your reading this and trying to figure out what is going on in my life this is it! I am never one to hold back how I feel..hence I always "say what I need to say!" and so I am saying out loud to the world ENOUGH !! There I said it! Now I can go onto making those silly heart cookies for the kids Valentine's parties, creating something special for them to let them know although mommy is having a tough time she still loves them deeply. Maybe after I eat a pile of that sugar cookie dough my disposition will change, I mean how can you feel sad when you got a mouth load of sugar in it?? Impossible!
So my dear friends.. "say what you need to say" even if its not pleasant, life is too short to hold it in.. so go out and say it whatever it is!!
