How can it be that Halloween is only 5 days away? I am way long overdue for a blog post and sorry but I wish I had a great reason for it, but I don't. I could say that juggling kids, and activities and work has been crazy, but its always crazy. I could say that I have nothing to say and well we all know that is funny since I always have something to say. I could tell you that I was off on a wild adventure, but that would be wishful thinking on my part, no the real reason I have not done a blog post in awhile is because.....
I have been in a contemplative, inner thinking mood and just didn't feel like reaching out and chit-chatting with anyone as of late. Yes even us Aries can go inward once in awhile and think about our lives! It is possible for a fire sign to sit still every once in awhile. So what can I tell you about what I have learned while in this state?? Humm...
I can tell you that I have become a little nicer, if you can believe that, and I have thought long and hard about who my "real" friends are. I have gone deep down and looked through all the mistakes in the past that had to do with me in relationships and how,who and why things evolved the way they did. I can say in all honesty most of it stems from the fact that I was very naive in how to deal with any relationship, since my first experience with the opposite sex out of the gate was a horrible one I rarely talk about. However without that experience I probably wouldn't have had the guts to go to a college in such a tough neighborhood in Brooklyn without knowing a soul, and that experience is like no other to me.
So coming out of the depths of inner- self exploration, I have a new found energy for my everyday life, and a new respect of those relationships I cherish. I have this new sense of calmness that is quite eery and I am just beginning to see how evolved I have become. Okay don't get me wrong I am sure I will flare up here and there on some things especially when the kids are fighting and making messes around the house, but I feel a shift in the way I take it all in, and how I handle it now. Its new territory for me, and who knows maybe you might find me one day on the floor sitting Indian style and saying my Ohms! Don't laugh I have added Yoga back into my workout program so you never know!
So since I am in a calm and open mood I am asking my readers whomever they are what sort of things would you like to see on my blog? I am thinking of doing some kind of daily project on it but not sure what? Would you like to see a daily sketch, or me talk about something in particular? I am very much interested in what YOU have to say- yes YOU!! So please if you can drop me a comment about what direction you would like to see this blog go!!
In the meantime thank you to all my readers for all your support through these years and I really enjoy taking this journey with you. By the way I am sure you are wondering why didn't she talk about Halloween?? Well because there isn't much to say about it this year for me, except I am trying not to eat any of that candy sitting in my office!!
Ellen
